A lot of porch sitting.
That’s what I’ve been doing.
Sitting & thinking & remembering & making lists.
This is what happens when you’re 25 and you move home after
a year of service in AmeriCorps:
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First, you run out of money, almost immediately.
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But before that, for like a hot second, you are
on top of the world. You can do WHATEVER YOU WANT. So what did I do? Well, I
went to Walden Pond a lot, I went on vacation with my hilarious family, I
reconnected with my friends, I celebrated life with friends, I said goodbye to
some friends (not like “ GOOD RIDDANCE!" more like: “HAVE FUN ON YOUR
ADVENTURE” type of goodbyes (which are the best kind), I took more pictures of
all of the above, I ate more ice cream, I missed Cody while I sat on my porch,
I ran more, I talked politics with J Kirk, I went to Kohl’s with Lo. I
applied for jobs. I said YES when a friend asked if I wanted to do something
(anything). What did I learn? I am a horrible row boater, seriously bad. I also
had time to think about my friends, about how long I’ve known some of them, and
about how freaking talented they all are. Everyone is into something different,
but hot damn, they’re all working their shit. (Keep doing that, I love you.)
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Second, (after you are on top of the world, when
the money is gone) you will clean a closet filled with memories for gas money.
I kept my 7th grade agenda. Why did I do this? I have no idea. But I
realized I was busy in 7th grade. Much busier than I am now. This
made me think; I should get busier, so now, I will. (Thanks 7th
grade soccer & *NSYNC obsessed me.)
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Third, you might try to be an adult. I tried to be an adult. (Or I guess, I am being an adult?No, no, that sounds so scary, I'm "trying to be an adult" - okay.) I made some big
choices. Choices that I would usually go against; like picking the “responsible”
route instead of what I really wanted to do. So far, I have realized this: No
matter where you are, you can find and celebrate the things in life you love. I
may not be able to see my friends every day, but I can call them and remind
myself how lucky I am to know them. I may not be able to go climb the Rockies
whenever I want, but I can drive to Wazels and climb the rocks! It always goes
back to attitude. Choose to be happy, to celebrate life and life will love you
right back.
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Fourth, you might start wearing spandex. I started wearing spandex under dresses.
Let’s face it, you might forget you’re wearing a dress or you might want to
climb a tree. Plus it has a slimming effect, right?
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Fifth, you will try new things. Going forward, I’m going to try new
things. I am going to be taking different type of Yoga classes and writing
about my experiences. I’m uncoordinated and awkward so that should be
interesting. One of the classes involves some aerial yoga, YIKES. That should be fun? I’m going to say yes more,
I’m going to expand myself in ways I can, where I am. So look out for these new
adventures, I’ll be writing about them.
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Sixth, you WILL eat Nutella – Oh my god. It’s unreal. It’s
chocolate frosting in disguise. Eat it.
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Seventh, if you are 25 and home alone during the
day you will start to have solo dance parties in your kitchen around 3:00pm.
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Eighth, 8th grade. (This one might not happen for you.) I’m hopeful that I
will be re-experiencing 8th grade this year. Fingers crossed. 8th
grade.
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Ninth is a weird word to write and to say. (I think I spelled that wrong?)
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Tenth, you will take more pictures and listen to music. (That might really happen.) Okay here they are: my pictures, things to add to my "list of things to try" and Elton John. Some other things too:
I listen to this on repeat
When this comes on the radio, I don't care who you are, you sing this, you sing this loud.
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